I’m sorry.

Dearest Dimitry,

I’m sorry, but I can no longer hold on.

We have to break up because I can’t seem to have my head and heart agree to one thing.

My mind wants to stay with you but my heart is somewhere else. My mind tells me that you can take care of me, but my heart tells me that you can’t own it.

My mind wants me to be with you but my heart won’t beat for you.

I’m very sorry.

I know you love me and I know that you’ve tried your hardest.

But no matter what I do or no matter how my mind wants me to think of you,

My heart is always somewhere else.

I might regret breaking up with you down the road,

But I have to free myself for now…

Because I need to find out something.

I don’t know what it is, but I just need to breakaway from you.

I’m very very sorry…

For all the heartaches I’ve given you.

For the drama that I have started with you.

For all the misery I have inflicted upon you.

Please forgive me.

 

“You can’t live your life for other people. You’ve got to do what’s right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.”

— Nicholas Sparks

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2 thoughts on “I’m sorry.

  1. “You can’t live your life for other people. You’ve got to do what’s right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.”

    Wow, that quote says a lot. Thank you– I needed to read that today.

    This is beautifully written and I’m glad you’re making the right decision for you. I wish you lots of love and joy as you embrace a new journey– to find whatever it is that you’re looking for.

  2. Hey, that was really good. My boyfriend and I broke up a week ago and I’m still finding it very hard to move on. Wish I was strong like you. But sigh.
    Visit my blog. 😀

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