Mr. Nit-Picky texted me at 3:16 a.m. (I am really thankful that my phone is on silent around that time) and he had a question that he wanted to ask me:
“I have a question for you… When we kissed the other night what did you think and did you feel anything?”
I have to say… I’m a bit surprised that the “kiss” we had was in his mind at 3:16 a.m. That’s quite flattering.
Anyways, I don’t know what to tell him. What does he mean by did I “feel anything?” Does he mean if I felt him get hard or does it mean I felt any butterfly- emotions from kissing him? Or am I thinking it way too much?
Thinking. What was I thinking when I was kissing him? So does he mean what do I think of the kiss… if it was good or bad or did he want to know what was going in my mind, while I was kissing him? Again, I think I’m over-analyzing this too much.
First of all, we are only friends. I don’t want to poison our friendship by telling him that I was slightly and apprehensively aroused; that I have some kind of butterfly feelings while kissing him; that I enjoyed his gentle and soft kiss while he was caressing my hair; and that I felt like I was cheating on Beppe when I was not.
I remember reading a blog post from Life’s Best Advice and this quote caught my attention:
“Men aren’t mind readers. If you want them to know something you have to tell them”
It’s true. I do have to tell Mr. Nit-Picky about what I thought of the kiss and the emotions that went along with it. Logically. However, I need to clarify what he meant with the simple words he was asking for:
“to think” and “to feel.”
Frankly, I don’t know what to answer him because there are too many thoughts running through my mind right now. I want to be reasonable and logical as best as I can.