Day 32: Green light.
[Image taken] Earlier this evening, Ricky and I had another argument again. I blamed him for being boring and for being too busy. I blamed him for not being spontaneous enough and for… Read More
[Image taken] Earlier this evening, Ricky and I had another argument again. I blamed him for being boring and for being too busy. I blamed him for not being spontaneous enough and for… Read More
I have been depressed for the past few days and I think yesterday’s post revealed that I was in my lowest point. Miraculously, somehow, I woke up today with a bit more optimistic… Read More
[Image taken] Dear friends, I’m depressed and I’ve had images of hanging myself in my room- I probably shouldn’t be thinking of that. My boyfriend Ricky tells me a lot that I am… Read More
[Image taken] My life is pretty boring right now. I’m turning 23 soon and I’m looking back to the time when I was (younger) partying (hard-er) and socializing with people who were willing… Read More
Despite the fact that half of my life is in disarray and that there’s a burning anguish in the back of my head because of the things (like job) that are so… Read More
It feels weird to be at a standstill and in a point where I’m between night and day. I don’t know if I should sleep or if I should wake up. I feel… Read More
[Ricky drove mom and I to the airport.] I was a bit uncertain about traveling home, but I made a decision and now I’m sitting at the airport waiting to board the plane… Read More
[Image taken] I’m in a relationship and I hate this day. I don’t feel all lovey-dovey on this beautiful Thursday morning. I don’t feel excited about Valentine’s day even though I’m in a… Read More
It’s 1:00 AM on a Thursday morning and I don’t trust my boyfriend. It’s Valentine’s day (I completely forgot considering how drunk [tipsy] I am in typing this) and I’m blimey pissed… Read More
For the 4th time in history, my right ankle twisted itself again. Hey! That looks like my ankle, but it’s not mine. [Image taken] Let me give you a brief history of my… Read More